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Package A

Saturn's Decrees Signature program


Womb Clearing - MP3

The MP3 has 9 layers of programming, including mantras and chants and I think it would be safe to say that this particular set is my most potent recording till date. It is silent and recommended to be played at night while you sleep so you will move through the detox symptoms rapidly. Follow it the next morning with its counterpart, womb clearing part deux. If you can do this for 21 days, chances are you will not have to play them again (in case you need to, you will be reminded of them :))

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Womb Clearing Part Two - MP3

This one is programmed for you to take action! The clearings in this will make you want to do things differently, especially in relationships and around monies because you will start responding with a deep sense of calm and objectivity to the situation. In a sense the wound is cleaned with the first MP3 and with this one, balm and dressing is being applied. Clearings for seven generations of mothers from your mother's side AND your father's sides are part of this. Just in case you have detox symptoms to this that are not handleable, then shift this to the night time, seven nights after playing the first one. You are also welcome to change the order between this MP3 and the other one. If you can play it for 21 days consecutively (morning and night), you will not have it to play again for months or maybe ever!

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8 Master learning workshops online on Wednesdays

9:30 AM Pacific, 10:30 AM Mountain, 11:30 AM Central, 12:30 PM Eastern
Mode - Instant Tele-seminar

These group learnings are amazing fun and practice and the best way to feel supported in these times (even if I do say so myself!). You will feel safe, secure and protected with your spiritual kindred ones and we will all reach our destination faster when we travel TOGETHER! Replays will reach you as soon as the calls are done.

Group Call 1: Our first group call used 7 candles for the Father's mother and Elder Mothers.

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Entry into the confidential FB group

A lot of my calls takes place with chats on the FB group as this makes it easier when listening to the replays. The group has priceless information on it's old posts and you are welcome to peruse them too!


Entry into the Whatsapp group on your phone or computer

Whatsapp is free to download and is a great way to stay connected for the entire duration of our work. It is not mandatory, though and it is ok if you don't have it


4 weeks of daily work with mudras and body holds

Some of you'll have done this with me before, but it always a good practice to remember the power in our hands. I always recommend some body work to go along with the emotional and mental detoxes and these simple holds will provide succour. You will receive them from the first Monday of buying the package

The 6 Myths of Healing aka The
Little Big Book of Change - PDF

This pdf is a nano book that is crucial for everybody on the healing journey. These myths are judgements that could be hampering our healing and clearly explain the six fears of change too. It is a tool that should be with every healer and heelee

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Package B

Awakening the Elder Millenial within

This Program Includes:

  • Everything in Package A
  • 12 hours of Master learning
  • Personal session


12 hours of Master learning

The Love & Money diet, Part 1 - 21 days of emails based on simple tips to enhance organ health to open upto more love and monies

The Love & Money diet, part 2 - 12 of Master learning TOGETHER

Beginning on Friday, 28th September 2018, The 6 mother organs of Heart, Liver, Kidney, Spleen, Lungs and Pericardium get two hours of attention each around love and monies. We will learn their sounds, their attributes, their own unique decrees, clearing and purifying them in the process affected. The relationship with our mothers affects them ALL to some degree or the other and their state of health influences their yang, father counterparts. The Kidney gets special mention here for the role it plays in our vitality and ability to manifest easily


Personal session - Skype or Whatsapp

As 2018 enters it's last months, the shift from the mind and how we think to our emotions and how we feel will become obvious. Relationships, home and finances will take priority. The Yin, feminine, Shakti and the mother dominate this time and we could feel very lonely, separated, unsupported and isolated.

With the Venus and Saturn Retrograde upon us this year, we will be forced to look at the relationship with the mother (Yin) and the relationship with the father (Yang)

Whatever process you do, all roads lead home. All our patterns began within the first 8 years of our childhood and if you have been diligent with your healing journey, you will easily see how each experience mirrors what you have already been through... all is now old wine in new bottles

Work with me. I have broken many a bottle!!

My personal sessions include many a process unique to me! From my clearing sentences to gongs to multidimensional work to mudras to Astars to moon cycle burnings, you will always leave feeling better. I have also fallen into the habit of ending with prescriptions, so if required, you will be given simple work to follow through on your own.

Package C

This Program Includes:

  • Everything in Package A Plus Package B
  • One more Personal session
  • 12 hours of communication series
  • Certificate of Completion


One More Personal session - Skype or Whatsapp

The last stage of healing is the healing of family patterns and paradigms and before we reframe and rewrite them, I invite you over to honour them by speaking your story in a one-on-one with me. Sometimes we just need to speak, rave and rant about all we have gone through because each step into the fullness and wholeness of the flower of who you are requires whole hearted expression of the broken, fragmented and traumatised parts of you

I will virtually serve you a hot cuppa tea (or coffee, if you wish!) and together, with blessings from your ancestors, we will set your family free from the Karma that has imprisoned them and you.

Then we will pour new wine in new bottles!


12 hours of Communication Series

Another body of work unique to me, this is a must have process in any healing journey. It is also the most powerful to use within the family and brings shifts rapidly because it honors not the story, but the damage the stories of our family have.

ITEM 10:

Certificate of Completion

As another unique process, I would like you'll to have the validation of having finished learning. The certificate gives you permission to use it for with others, personally and professionally.

A message from your ancestors

"The so-called 'Black Sheep' of the family are, in fact, seekers of liberation roads for the family tree. Those members of the tree who do not adapt to the rules or traditions of the family system, those who were constantly seeking to revolutionise beliefs, going in contrast to roads marked by family traditions, those criticized, tried and even rejected, those they are called to release the tree of repetitive stories that frustrate entire generations.

The 'Black Sheep', those who do not adapt, those who scream rebel, repair, detoxify and create a new and blooming branch... countless unfulfilled desires, unfulfilled dreams, frustrated talents of our ancestors manifest themselves in their rebellion looking to take place .

The family tree, by inertia, will want to continue to maintain the castrating and toxic course of its trunk, which makes its task difficult and conflicting... that no one makes you doubt, take care of your 'rarity' as the most precious flower of Your Tree.

You are the dream of all your ancestors ". ~ Bert Hellinger, Founder of Family Constellations

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