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Package A


Source Frequency Codes Realignment

Here’s What You Get

  • 7 x Live, Long-Distance Group Energy Healing Sessions that cover the Seven Tiers of Spirituality

The sessions are each approximately 60 minutes long and recorded with the complete transformative energies included in the replay. There will also be time for Q&A at the end.

Merry will begin each call with a Source Frequency Code attunement using a SFC symbol that will attune your energetic frequency to the numbers. Each time she attunes callers to the frequency of the Numbers your personal vibrational resonance becomes stronger, thereby allowing the processes to work at an even deeper level.

She will then move into the Realignment portion of the call in which she will work on each of the Seven Tiers of Spirituality (one area per call) and their physical counterparts - the nervous system, the vertebrate, the structures, organs and their functions - and attune them at the spiritual, mental, physical and emotional levels to bring about balance and in-depth, positive change.

The effects might also be seen on the other systems and organs of the body. The emotional and mental systems along with the changes in the posture of the body, old traumas may be released, limiting thought patterns and emotions may surface and dissolve. Even chronic pain and depression will often be influenced in a positive way through this modality.

In many cases altered states of consciousness can be experienced, such as feelings of inner peace and tranquility, or a state of love and connectedness with the flow of life. Sometimes people might experience intense dreams and special abilities such as intuition and clairvoyance may start to unfold. All of this happens naturally and cannot be predicted.

The dates are:
Feb 3, 10, 17, 24 | Mar 3, 10, 17.

When: Feb 3, 2019 11:00 AM Pacific Time (US and Canada)

Register in advance for this meeting:

After registering, you will receive a confirmation email containing information about joining the meeting.

The following audios are set to binaural beats and used to entrain the brain into various states that contribute to stress relief, aid in focus, allow for better sleep, offer pain relief and much more.

Just listen in a relaxed state, you do not need to understand in detail what is being said or the Source Frequency Codes that accompany them. You may use them anytime throughout the day... as a meditation, while you sleep, or run them silently in the background.

Each time that you listen to this audio you will notice subtle, and sometimes profound changes in your energy field.

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This audio is based on the Principle of the 33rd as it relates to the number of vertebrae and the human spine. It is embedded with Source Frequency Codes to help you attain higher states of consciousness.

Once your energy has been cleared and returned to a state of pure potentiality, it paves the way for the next steps in your evolutionary transformation.

Issues addressed in this audio include:

  • Perfect connection to Universal Source Intelligence for full healing potential
  • Cleanse negative emotions so that we are able to attract the right people, events and situations into our life to help us manifest what we desire
  • Restoring chakras to optimum functions and balance
  • Reconnection to conscious awareness and communion with the Higher Self
  • Rooting self in the present moment
  • Oneness with nature
  • Restoration of cellular memory
  • Expansion of the psychic centers and development of intuition
  • Activation of the Merkaba, which connects us to higher realms
  • Support against the unhealthy elements
  • Release of any programming that causes sabotage, self-limiting beliefs and secondary gain

This audio has been infused with crystalline and benevolent energy sources to support the Source Frequency Codes and to aid in the elimination, cleansing, purification and refining of any negative, ego-generated accumulations, illusions and limitations.

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This audio is based on the Principle of the 33rd as it relates to the number of vertebrae in the human spine and the attainment of higher states of consciousness.

The spinal column is directly connected to your brain, DNA and central nervous system. If you concentrate all your energies in the sacral regions of the spinal cord, you are essentially controlled by material and carnal pleasures.

But when a person has moved through all 33 degrees all the way up through all of their chakras (and the connected nervous system) to their higher power via the opening of the kundalini, they are said to become fully illuminated.

You’re able to understand your own Akashic records and all of the memories and past lives stored there and thus become in control of your body and emotions. When this happens you becomes a Master of yourself and your world.

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Now that the 7 Tiers of Spirituality have been cleansed, it’s time to move onto rejuvenation.

This audio focuses on expanding, activating, enriching and restoring your energy so that you are able to expand your consciousness, integrate with your Higher Self and flourish.

This meditation is similar to having an energy upgrade and each time you experience it, your energy is raised instantly and substantially.

As your body releases low-vibrating frequencies you may start feel revitalized and re-energized, your intuitive/psychic awareness may become heightened and if you are an energy worker, your energy field will be boosted and you will start to feel connect to the I AM feeling of unlimited expansion and energy.

Note: The additional bonus audios of Conscious Flow and Afformations are only available with Package B and the VIP package respectively (see below for more information)

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Package B

Includes everything in Package A Plus


1 x Source Frequency Code Session

Includes everything from Package A plus you get…

  • 1 x Source Frequency Code Healing Session With Merry

The session lasts approximately 45-60 minutes and will focus on the biggest issue that’s holding you back in your life right now (even if you’re not consciously aware of it).


Conscious Flow

The goal of this audio is to harmonize and balance the flow of energy throughout the Seven Tiers of Spirituality, commonly called the chakras.

Your 7 major chakras are like small spinning vortices of energy arranged vertically through your body from the base of your spine to the top of your head.

All your spiritual life lessons are recorded here as well as information regarding your psychological and spiritual life.

They act as gateways through which emotional, mental, and spiritual forces flow in and out of your life and when something happens to impede the flow of life energy, the chakras slow down, and energy becomes stuck or stagnant.

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Includes everything in Package A & Package B Plus


Even More Personal Healing With Merry!

Includes everything from Package A & Package B plus you get…

Please schedule your 30 minute reading first (when applicable) and when you are finished, merry will instruct you as to what session to book next. If you are not eligible for a 30 minute reading, please book your SFC session. 

  • 1 x Additional Source Frequency Code Healing Session With Merry (2 in total)
  • 1 x Past Life Regression Session
  • 3 x Intuitive Coaching Sessions

The Past Life Regression Session lasts approximately 1 to 1.5 hours and eliminates any issues holding you back from before you were even born.

The 3 x Intuitive Coaching Sessions last 60 minutes each and dive into the core issue of what’s going on and how it’s holding you back.

They are particularly effective with emotional, financial, career or relationship issues while any physical or health challenges will be covered in your 2 x Source Frequency Code Healing Sessions.


Mind Power

Merry listens to the Mind Power audio as part of her daily manifestation ritual. As you listen to the powerful “I am” statements and corresponding Source Frequency Codes the conscious and superconscious minds are being brought into alignment. While the subconscious mind is storing the positive verbal messages, the Source Frequency Codes are working simultaneously to remove any sabotaging thoughts, ingrained patterns and limiting beliefs that are continuing to hold you back. Together they retrain your mind & body to act as if what you want has already happened.

The core of who you are and everything you have is created by what you think, feel and believe about yourself. If your conscious and subconscious mind don’t match up it is unlikely that you will succeed beyond the scope of the deepest levels of your mind. Stop struggling and reverse the effects of self-defeating programming today!

This audio has been created to run in the background while you sleep or work. Since the mind learns by repetition, playing it in a repeating loop engages the subconscious mind and allows the positive messaging to sink in at a deeper level.

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