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Breathing into Expansive Joy

English Information MP3 6:24min

Light Language MP3 22:33min

Since the beginning of my relationship with ManTarA, utilising conscious breathing to facilitate transformation has always been emphasised probably just as much as channelling Light language to create the expansive space for that transformation to occur. And, of course, there is no hierarchy, the two processes work well together in collaboration to help you through the process as quickly and as gracefully as possible. 

This breathing process is very powerful and empowering because you can do it, anywhere, anytime, to any degree, to align yourself with what you are choosing to embody and experience, and in this Light Language session our intention is to invite you to use this breathing process to align with expansive Joy. 

Now Joy is a powerful vibration that is quite often misunderstood, and trivialised in our modern society. To us Joy is the expression of Love, or, if you like, the manifestation of Love. We have used the term Expansive Joy in the title of this session to really help you realise more of what Joy is. We are intending that this realisation will be far beyond just intellectual definitions, we are intending to help you have deeper energetic experiences of this vibration so that you can naturally reawaken the wisdom that you hold regarding this potent vibration that is Joy.

This foundational MP3 will help you to:

  • Relax and Expand into the experience of Joy
  • Habitually Breathe deeper to nourish your whole Being
  • Release the vibrations that oppose and limit Joy from your field
  • Start to attract Joyful situations into your Life
  • Become Joyful with everything you do and Be


Return to Childlike Innocent Fun

English Information MP3 3:05min

Light Language MP3 20:11min

So, we all have an inner child, and that child aspect of us is usually wounded, carrying various layers of emotional trauma, painful memories, insecurities, doubts, self worth issues, all created at various times during our childhood years. All the ways we did not feel, or perceive that we were, safe, accepted, acknowledged, loved. And many of your wounds have been carried through successive lives, reinforcing themselves through different hard childhood experienced that were basically the result of the discordant energies that were created in the lives before, In this ever tightening spiral. 

Now of course inner child wounds can, and do, affect all aspects of your ability to function as a healthy and complete adult. In this Light Language session, we are intending to release the discordance, and limitations, and really bring healing to the childhood wounds that have robbed you of your innocence, and that most affect your ability to allow Joy and the experience of fun into your Life. 

We will be working with the vibrations Forgiveness and Unconditional Love, to help release you from of all the judgments around the difficult, or traumatic, situations you may have experienced in childhood, so that the effects of those experiences can be released from your energetic fields and emotional healing can occur, so that you can become free to embody childlike innocence and fun without the baggage. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Heal you Inner Child
  • Release emotional trauma and metal belief systems
  • Utilise Forgiveness and Compassion to Release Judgements
  • Embrace Childlike Innocence, Fun and Joy


Relaxing into Your Authentic Purpose

English Information MP3 5:27min

Light Language MP3 20:00min

So, Purpose is one of those loaded words that carries so much charge for many of you. There is a strong belief system out there that you are here for a purpose, and so of course you natural feel that you want to fulfil your purpose, and it is also true that many of you have a deep yearning to be of services, but the desperation that is created when you believe you have to somehow find this important purpose that you have to achieve, creates such a tightness in your energy fields, and then nothing much can energetically change and you can end up feeling very stuck, frustrated, and desperate. 

OK so we would like to offer you an alternative way of looking at this concept of purpose. What if you are just here to find purpose in everything you do? To act in a purposeful way basically means to choose how you respond to life from the intention to act in a way that aligns with who you are authentically, or in other words to respond from your Heart. 

So as you release the contraction around needing to find the mythical, grandiose purpose, and just start following your Heart into purposeful actions you can just relax and then the resulting expansion in your energetic field allows bigger or more expansive purposeful actions or projects to become options for you to choose. 

And so this thing called purpose that many people want to set in stone, as their life’s big mission to be worked towards and achieved, actually more often than not is an evolution that naturally unfolds as you just choose to follow your Heart, or follow you Joy, with the intention of being purposeful with everything you do. And yes quite often those purposeful steps are fun and reflect Joy, very rarely is following your Heart going to be serious and stressful, oh yes, you may choose to work hard, but when doing so with passion from Joy, there is no suffering in that hard work. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Let go of the idea that there is a set purpose that you must achieve
  • Allow yourself to become purposeful with everything you do
  • Relax and enjoy your journey as purpose unfolds.
  • Allow yourself to have fun with purpose


Being Light Hearted

English Information MP3 4:11min

Light Language MP3 20:22min

It’s a very common goal, for people like you, to want to be more connected to your Heart, many of you will have set intentions to operate, or choose, more often from your Heart, and also many of you want to align with the Light, to Be high vibratory, and there is nothing wrong with that. 

Now the mistake most people make with these goals and desires is to try too hard to achieve them. Trying to intellectualise how to be more heart centred and aligned with the Light, trying to modify your behaviour to fit in with what you think being Heart centred and “of the Light” should be. Of course, that process involves self-judgement, and then punishment of some sort, negative self talk, etc. as you don’t measure up to what you think being Heart centred should be. It can become serious work, and trying hard to get it right, and more often than not failing, not measuring up, and therefore not being good enough, or worthy of joy, or deserving of prosperity for that matter, and well fun, that just gets labelled as just a distraction.

So this MP3 is carrying the intentions to facilitate a relaxed experience for you, of the Love radiating from your own Heart in a fun expansive way. Keeping it Light, letting go of the tendencies to make it serious. Letting go of what you believe a deeper Heart connection “should” be like based on your perceptions about what you have heard others may have experienced with their Heart connection. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Lighten up, and Relax, with Love
  • Release limitations to giving and receiving Love
  • Feel a more authentic connection with your own Heart
  • Radiate Love and Light in a fun expansive way from your Heart


EnJoying the Money Game

English Information MP3 4:26min

Light Language MP3 22:22min

Money is a concept that carries an interesting mix of vibrations, contradictions in people’s energy fields abound when you start looking at their relationship with money. Most people want money, it represents success and status, it represents security, it represents freedom and happiness, Joy and fun. Yet many people have resistance in their subconscious, there is a wrongness to having money, a guilt, money can represent greed, and selfishness, money can represent temptation, corruption and misuse of power, money can represent laziness and stagnation. 

This push pull with money creates a lot of confusion, frustration and contraction in the energy fields, simultaneously wanting money, as it seems like the solution to much of your problems and suffering, and at the same time experiencing resistance to having it, which quite often manifests as sabotaging behaviours. To add to this dynamic there is then the issue of what you need to do to get the money. How much fun can you really have with the money that you earn through your hard work when you remember what you had to do to get that money? 

The idea that you only should get money if you sacrifice yourself in some way to earn it, is possibly at the root of much of your money troubles. So, lets clear that belief. Plenty of people out there in the world have an easy supply of money flowing to them so it is clearly not the way it has to be. 

The intentions of this MP3 is to create the space for you to allow all your limiting beliefs, and funky energies, around money, why you “want” it, what’s stopping you from having it, what you must do to earn it, whether you are worthy to hold it, or if it is safe to be seen with it, all that stuff, to be released. So that you can embrace the freedom to authentically EnJoy all aspects of the money game in an empowered and natural way.

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Clear Your limitations around Money
  • Release the desperation around needing Money
  • Clear all your Limiting beliefs around earning Money
  • Naturally EnJoy the process of earning and having Money


Seen AND Heard, As Real as You Naturally Are

English Information MP3 4:19min

Light Language MP3 20:20min

In this MP3, we are intending to help you undo some of the child hood programing that has robbed you of the ability to have fun and be exuberant and Joyous. For many of us growing up fun and exuberance was only allowed in short bursts, usually when out of earshot of adults. And while it is probably not so common today, many of you will have been on the wrong end of the saying that “children should be seen and not heard”, amongst other very limiting expressions that encouraged children to grow up way faster than is mentally and emotionally healthy. 

Our societies send children as young as four off to school to start their training to be useful cogs in the consumer machine of society. And when they get home from school many children are faced with parents who are so stressed out from trying to either survive or succeed in this consumer society that they cannot tolerate children having fun anywhere near them. 

From our observations of our parents and our early experience of school, we soon learn that the world is a serious place, with serious consequences for not complying with the limiting rules, serious consequences for not succeeding, serious consequences for not being accepted or liked, or fitting in, a world that is competitive in nature and unforgiving of mistakes, a world of judgement and of punishment. We learnt that expressing our joy and having fun quite often upset people, (because it triggered them about the sacrifices they had chosen to make), even the people who we believed loved us, and we certainly felt that we should please those people. 

“Life is not supposed to be easy you know” was one I heard many times through my childhood, and it made sense at the time, because it certainly did not look easy from my observation of my parents and others. And as I struggled to fit in with the other kids it certainly did not feel easy from my own experience. 

“You will have to be quiet and play in your room, your father has had a hard day at work”, or “please don’t make so much noise my nerves are shot”. Then as I grew older it was “make sure you study hard so you can get a good job and earn enough money so you won’t have to struggle to survive”. And I am sure you all have your own versions of how your child hood enthusiasm for life and exuberant Joy and fun was diminished, and replaced with survival pressure and desperation. 

So with this MP3 we are intending to press delete on all of those beliefs, and all the ones that we are not even aware of, that are making fun and joyful expression wrong, or immature, so that we can more easily allow fun and Joy and expansive expression back into our lives and thus create the space for similar experiences to manifest. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Release your childhood programing about the wrongness of Fun and Exuberance
  • Relax and Enjoy childlike Fun without feeling Guilty
  • Release the indoctrinations about the seriousness of needing to follow the rules
  • Embrace an expansive attitude to authentic Fun and Joy


Spiritual Transformation is Easy and Fun

English Information MP3 5:27min

Light Language MP3 21:11min

Why do you not believe that Spiritual Transformation is Easy and Fun? 

Well because you have had so many experiences in the past, either just yesterday or 16 lifetimes ago, that proves that your quest for spiritual transformation and growth is not easy or particularly fun. And it is true for most of us that it has not been, and many of you will be carry beliefs that it is not even supposed to be. 

So this is your invitation to let go of your past experience with the process of transformation and choose how you would like to experience that process now. 

So just to be clear, I don’t want to lead you up the garden path and set you up with expectations that will leave you disappointed, you will still need to go through the process of releasing your discordant stuff from your field and that for most people may feel a little uncomfortable, I don’t believe it has to be that way, but for many it will be. Now the thing to get is that discomfort does not need to be suffering, nor does it need to preclude easy and fun. 

Many people slow down and limit their transformation by trying to avoid the discomfort of their releases. The perception that discomfort is wrong and to be avoided is quite strong in our modern society and it creates an energetic contraction around the experience that not only makes the discomfort worse but it limits how easily and completely the release can proceed. 

So a big part of allowing the process to be easy and fun is letting go of the resistance towards the discomfort. What you resist will persist, as you let go of your resistance towards the discomfort it actually diminishes, I know that is the opposite to how you have been trained but it is my experience that is how it functions. And further more what I have observed is the more fun and lightness you can bring to your process the faster and the easier you can transform your energy fields and find the freedom and the Joy that is on the other side of releasing limitations from your life. 

Now of course there are also a range of beliefs that have been perpetuated through out our society, and specifically our religious organisations, that many of you have picked up over the last few thousand years that go along the lines that spiritual growth is supposed to be hard, and God, Source, Universe, will only reward you with progress or enlightenment or access to Heaven if you pass the Tests of suffering. The idea that suffering is the way you pay your karma or atone for your sins, has played a strong part in many of the accepted spiritual paths. Many of you at some point have actively prayed for more suffering in your life so that you might become closer to God. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Release of all of your various resistances to discomfort.
  • Release all of the beliefs, as well as the vows, oaths, promises and contracts that you have made through all time that limit your ability to choose Fun and Ease with your Transformation.
  • Let go of the idea that you need to suffer in order to grow.
  • Embrace Fun and Ease as part of your Transformational Process.


Confident to be Me, just as I Be

English Information MP3 4:04min

Light Language MP3 22:22min

Well a big part of being able to embrace Joy and Fun in a really authentic way in this world is to be happy with who you are, to be confident enough to show up and be seen as you feel to be in any moment, as light Hearted or as serious as you feel to be, as quirky, kooky, fun Loving, authentically Joyful, or childlike as you desire. 

Most people can’t do this, most people are too afraid of being judged and rejected if they just show up as their true self, so most people put a lot of effort into taking on roles and labels, wearing the costumes that they believe other people want them to be. Many people no longer even have access to who they are authentically anymore as they have invested so much into their disguise that they have lost themselves in it. 

Now even those who are portraying to the world that they are happy go lucky, laughing all the time, etc. are quite often not really feeling happy at their core or in their Heart. They are more worried about whether others around them are identifying with the “happy” image that they are portraying, than actually allowing themselves to really experience the fun. 

And of course there are many of you that are drawn to the spiritual path that feel compelled to take on an image that fits with that. And many of those personas make the spiritual path and life itself a very serious business, as things need to be done “right” in order for success. Many spiritual paths place fun and pleasure as a distraction at best and some paths go further to label them as temptation or worse. 

So this MP3 is intended to help you clear around all of that, so that you can more easily choose to align with your deep authentic confidence and allow yourself to feel safe enough to peel away your costumes and worthy enough to just be seen as you are, so that you can have fun and experience Joy within the purpose of just being yourself and sharing your Light. 

Aligning with your confidence to be visible, transparent and authentic in how you show up in the world is immensely freeing and deeply satisfying. The process is fundamentally Heart based, you cannot think your way into authenticity, it just bubbles out of you when you are confident to drop your costumes. And as you allow yourself to make this transformation you become a beacon and an invitation to others to do the same, and the blessings ripple out in an exponential way. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Release the need to show up as you think others want you to be.
  • Let go of the labels you are maintaining no matter how virtuous they are.
  • Align with your confidence and show up authentically as you feel to Be.
  • Have Fun, and experience Joy and Purpose in just Being Yourself.


Claiming my Innate Worth

English Information MP3 4:55min

Light Language MP3 20:02min

Well, I know this might sound obvious and too simple, but, if you don’t feel inherently worthy of experiencing Joy and having Fun, then no matter how hard you try it is unlikely that you will experience Joy and have Fun in your life. 

Now we better clarify that that this unworthiness that you may be carrying is quite often hidden quite deep in the subconscious. Many people are unaware that they are carrying this underlying vibration in their field, and are left very confused as to why they seem to not be capable of achieving what they want. 

One of the more obvious clues that self-worth is limited by something, is the tendency to want to please others. The desire for acceptance and acknowledgement is usually driven by the deep doubts or feelings that you are not good enough, and thus you look to counteract that with external approval from others. The painful fact is that the energy of low self Worth and doubt taints all your efforts to win that approval, and for many people no matter how hard they try to please others they experience rejection, which further reinforces their low Self Worth and the cycle tightens. Obviously that is not a recipe for Joy or Fun. 

Low Self Worth is very prevalent amongst Light Workers, as most of You have experienced heavy trauma and severe persecution throughout many of your recent past lives spanning the last few thousand years. And while those experiences were not “wrong” from the higher perspective (Soul wisdom was gained) they have left residues of emotional Trauma, and the beliefs systems in your field to justify that behaviour. If you are continually being punished sooner or later you, on the personality level, are going to believe that you are wrong and deserve the punishment. And so, as you came and stood for Light in times that were ruled by darkness this low self-worth indoctrination has been the outcome. 

So, the first thing is to recognise that this deep indoctrination may well be in your field, limiting your ability to enjoy your life. This awareness is very useful, because it helps you to release some of the desperation and wrongness you may be feeling about yourself right now. I know I beat myself up for many years for not being able to enJoy life, for not being able to feel truly grateful for this gift of life, (it’s very hard to be grateful for something that you don’t feel worthy of having). 

Remember that Joy and Fun is your birthright as a Divine Being of Light, and you do not need to prove yourself worthy or good enough to earn that experience. Joy is not handed out by God, Source, Universe as reward for those who have worked hard, or done the “right” thing, letting go of those belief systems will really serve you, and allow you to relax, let go of the idea that you have been judged or punished by a power outside of yourself. 

As always, the most graceful and efficient path forward is to focus on what you are choosing rather than what you are releasing. You are worthy and deserving of Joy and Fun, keep choosing it, and allow the discordance to release. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Identify and Accept that your Self Worth has been diminished due to past experiences and you are not inherently broken, or incapable of being happy.
  • Let go of the idea that your life is hard because you must have done the “wrong” thing in the past, and now you are being punished.
  • Embrace your innate worthiness and allow it to facilitate your transformation into Joy and Fun

ITEM 10:

Playful Intimacy

English Information MP3 3:48min

Light Language MP3 20:44min

For many humans intimacy is not something that they would normally regard as playful, or fun. For many intimacy is scary, due to memories of past intimate experiences that were painful. There is a level of vulnerability that naturally comes with intimacy, and by its very nature vulnerability can invite fear and doubt. There have also been various indoctrinated expectations about what intimate relationship should be like, and those expectations create pressure and seriousness as you try to compare yourself and your relationships to those expectations. 

Trying to do intimacy "right" and live up to unrealistic expectations makes it very hard to actually enjoy intimate experiences. Of course, "intimate experiences" covers a large range of activities, and there are naturally aspects of intimacy in many of your relationships. Whenever you allow yourself to share your heart, your deeper emotions, your fears, with another person or group it is intimate, and many people have trouble relaxing enough to make that experience naturally enjoyable. And then with acts of physical intimacy there is generally a larger range of complexes that interfere with your ability to relax into joy and express yourself authentically through the range of emotions and feelings that accompany the experience. 

To be able to relax in these intimate experiences it is necessary to have a level of authentic energetic confidence that comes from a foundation of feeling inherently safe and worthy. Of course, through many lifetimes of experience in intimate situations we have all had experiences that have undermined our ability to feel safe and to feel worthy. And while it is normal for humans to hang onto such disempowering experiences and feel like a victim of circumstance, and want to blame the other people involved, that really doesn't serve you. 

So, this Light Language session is intended to create space where you can energetically relax and allow transformation to occur in your field with the intention of releasing the painful, or traumatic, experiences from the past and the indoctrinated expectations, and beliefs, that you hold around the topic of intimacy. We will work with the vibration of forgiveness to release you from the energetic limitations that past painful experiences with intimacy have left you with. 

Our overall intention is to facilitate an experience that results in you being more able to relax and enjoy intimacy in all its different forms. Allowing an expansion in your field that invites fun and playfulness, and authentic communication and behaviour into your intimate relationships. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Release the painful, or traumatic, experiences from past intimate interactions.
  • Release indoctrinated expectations, and beliefs, that you hold around the topic of intimacy,
  • Be more able to relax and Enjoy Intimacy in all its different forms.
  • Invite fun and playfulness, with authentic communication and behaviour into your intimate relationships.

ITEM 11:

Manifest a Miracle with Laughter

English Information MP3 4:11min

Light Language MP3 20:20min

So, how can laughter possibly manifest a miracle? 

Well the key is to remember that when you are desperate, when you are trying hard to solve any issue, or fix something, that the effort creates a contraction in your energetic field that limits energetic change, that limits the ability for the discordant energy from the past that has attracted the situation you are trying to rectify, from actually releasing so that you can be free of it and the resultant situation. Trying to change the external world by focusing on the problems simply does not work very well. 

Relaxation is the key to allowing the discordant energies from within your field to release. And Laughter is a great aid to relaxation. Laughter releases stress and breaks through that “trying hard” desperation. 

And just to be clear, that to us “laughter” is all high vibrational, joyful, fun, light hearted experiences, and is not limited to the physical act of laughing, although the physical act can definitely help break up heavy energy, and some people use the act itself as a therapy to do just that with the aim of allowing more high vibrations to be experienced. Choose to be natural with that, and do not make your version of “laughter” less than what you perceive others are capable of. Your authenticity is most important with everything you do, so let go of your judgements, and mental beliefs, and just go with the guidance from your own Heart. 

So this Light Language Session is intending to facilitate your relaxation into Joy, Fun and Laughter, so that the most benevolent outcomes can be experienced in your life, despite you not intellectually understanding how it is possible for them to manifest. We are intending to create a supportive space that is conducive to you expanding past your mental limitations, past what you believe is possible, past your desperation, past what you think has to happen in order for you to feel Joy and happiness in your Life. So that you can be free to choose how you would like to Be in any moment. And for many of you that that sounds like a miracle in itself. But for us that is not a miracle, it is just the natural law of the universe. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Release “trying hard” and desperation so that you can Relax and Laugh more often.
  • Trust, that as you Relax and Lighten up your Life will become Easier.
  • Bring more Joy and fun into normal moments in your daily life.
  • Using the expansive nature of Joy and Fun to invite magic and miracles to frequent your life experience.

ITEM 12:

Timeless Fun

English Information MP3 3:30min

Light Language MP3 21:33min

Well, most humans have a love-hate relationship with time. We all wish to spend our time doing things we enjoy, and yet there never seems to be enough time. Time constraints play a part in most of the stress that humans contended with on a daily basis. Most humans spend much of their time worrying about the past or concerned about the possible future, and have precious time left to enjoy the present moment. 

In our modern society, we are ruled by the clock, so much of our daily life has become routine, and while this routine relieves of the need to spend time thinking about what we will do next, it has also isolated us from our intuitive knowing. We eat at predetermined times, rather than when we feel hungry. We go to bed, and get up, at predetermined times rather than when we feel the natural urge to. We have set amounts of time for how long we expect things will take based on what we have experienced in the past and what other people have told us, and this of course influences how long it actually takes, rather than allowing divine timing to occur. 

And then when it comes to expectations and the passing of time, the most disturbing and painful example for many people is that of ageing. Ageing of course is a belief, and it is a belief that is individual to different people, based on what they have observed in their past. In communities where it is normal for people to stay healthy well into their 80s and 90s then that is expected and that is what usually occurs. And then in other communities where people show the effects of age-related ill-health at 40, 50, or 60 then that expectation is also usually experienced. And while it is true that many factors go into how the human biology deteriorates as time progresses such as diet, stress, exercise, etc. the fact is that the expectations that people hold play a large role in the process of ageing that is experienced by humans. And so, the demonization of time is in some ways nothing more than a conspiracy that keeps humans in a state of stress. 

In this light language session, our intention is to create an expansive space with the intention of loosening your contracted concepts and beliefs around the construct of time, all the ways you have fought with time and resisted the flow of time, and your limited beliefs around ageing. It is our intentions to help you relax past limitations and the discomfort that your current understanding of time has inflicted on you. We aim to release you from the burden of the clock, and deadlines, so that you can enjoy timeless fun and timeless good health. 

This MP3 will help you to:

  • Releasing the pressure of deadlines and time constraints and the burden of the clock.
  • Release your limiting beliefs around ageing, and physical degeneration.
  • Stay in the Present Moment, and Live a more Stress Free and Happy Life.
  • Embrace Timeless Fun, and Timeless good Health.


Relaxing into Authentic Intimacy with Joy, Fun and Purpose

Recorded group call 90min

Intimacy and sexuality is an area that many people struggle with, and certainly the concept of being able to Relax and have Fun in intimate situations is beyond what many can manage. We have been conditioned by society to be very concerned with doing intimacy “right”, trying to live up to very unrealistic expectations of romance, body image, and performance, that puts so much pressure on both parties that Relaxing into Authentic Joy and Pleasure is next to impossible. Furthermore, many of you are also dealing with religious or spiritual indoctrinations from the past, this life or before, about the sinful, or at least distraction from God, nature of sexual pleasure. So, allowing yourself to find the true spiritual purpose of intimate experience is not easy when you are dealing with the guilt created from these limiting beliefs and the contraction and the desperation of the performance pressure and unrealistic expectations.

So, we have set ourselves the quite task in this 90-min group call to unravel all of these discordant beliefs and limiting energies with the intentions to facilitate your freedom to truly allow yourself to relax in intimate situations so that you can maintain your authenticity, express yourself, communicate your desires, and experience Joy and Fun, and also embrace the deeper purpose of enjoying that intimate experience. We will create the conducive conditions for your transformation around this topic with both English dialogue and ManTarA’s unique powerful Light Language transmissions, working both with your conscious mind and well beyond it in the quantum field with your Higher Self.



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Lighten Up and Embrace Fun - MP3

The vibration of Fun has not been given much significance on most spiritual paths in recent history, and many of you have adopted this very serious attitude, as you have tried to diligently practice being spiritual and fix yourselves or prove yourselves worthy. Now this seriousness and “trying hard” vibration leads to a contraction in your energy field that actually slows the process of transformation down significantly. So, with this Light Language MP3 we are intending to help you Lighten up, to relax, and invite the high vibration of Fun into your Life so that you can allow more expansion and freedom in your field and thus allow the process of releasing your density to occur more comfortably, gracefully, and quickly. We intend to help you release the negative connotations that the vibration of fun has been indoctrinated with, letting go of the idea that fun is a waste of time, a distraction, a childish pursuit to indulge in, so that you can let go of your guilt around having high vibrational fun and enjoying Laughter.


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