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Merging with Your Higher Self

Group Healing Session #1

In this first 90-minute experiential group session, you will be cleared out energetically, with specific focus on clearing old stuck energies and patterns, opening you to the new that is occurring energetically, before being introduced to you own Higher Self. You will be sent divine, higher vibrational energy and there will be plenty of opportunity for questions.

Event Title: Group Call 1: Merging with Your Higher Self
Date & Time: Thursday, May 17th at 5:30 PM Pacific

To attend this event, click here 15 minutes before the event time:

If you don't have access to the web, you can listen in by dialing (206) 402-0100, and using the following conference pin: 658363#

If that number doesn't work for some reason, here is a list of alternative numbers, including international numbers:


Applying the Power of Your Higher Self

Group Healing Session #2

Edwin offers the 2nd of two experiential calls in this special series where participants will contribute their energy around a topic that Edwin will identify as he reads the group energy and what participants will most benefit from. Past calls where participants shared have had profound and lasting results!

Both events will be recorded so you will be able to listen and experience the energy over and over again!

Event Title: Group Call 2: Applying the Power/Your Higher Self
Date & Time: Thursday, May 24th at 5:30 PM Pacific

To attend this event, click here 15 minutes before the event time:

If you don't have access to the web, you can listen in by dialing (206) 402-0100, and using the following conference pin: 658363#

If that number doesn't work for some reason, here is a list of alternative numbers, including international numbers:


From Heartache to Joy

This powerful meditation is designed to help release sadness, anger, and grief from deep within your being, fill you with unconditional love and joy, and immerse you in a sea of loving energies. An introduction track is provided to guide you before you experience this beautiful meditation.

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Manifest Anything

In this audio with Edwin, you'll be immersed in the high vibrational, loving energies always shared, but with a twist: Edwin uses that energy to help you connect with your higher self/God/inner master, etc., so that you start to receive insights and intuitions. While you are communing with God, you will also be releasing discordant energies that will enhance your experience. Edwin also discusses the importance of this type of communing as it relates to manifesting anything and everything in your life!

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2018 Galactic State of the Union Address

The world is in a better place today than it's been in hundreds of years. You wouldn't know it from watching the mainstream media, so listen in to find out what's really happening on earth. The energies on the planet have never been higher and the number of negative beings that had been thwarting the efforts of humanity to rise in consciousness have been severely reduced.

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Journey to Oneness

Edwin Spina

It’s the highest energy meditation I’ve created to date!

Edwin Spina

This is a powerful, guided meditation that will take you on a journey to a blissful, higher state of being. The meditation is filled with higher vibrational energy and the joyful energy of pure being.

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Entity & Curse Cure Version 1


Total Love Immersion

In this energy-infused meditation, you will be reminded that you are not your body, emotions or thoughts. You will be filled with absolute, unconditional, infinite, divine love. It's especially helpful for someone who would like to attract love into his or her life and/or to get over the heartbreak of a past relationship.

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Merging With Your Higher Self

In this powerful meditation, Edwin teamed up with Monika Summerfield, kundalini yoga teacher and licensed psychotherapist, to put together a four-part meditation that prepares you to meet your Higher Self; Energetically clears you out; Helps you ascend to your Higher Self; and Assists you in merging with your Higher Self.


Energy Center Clearing

Energy Center Clearing is Edwin’s flagship product infused with powerful and higher vibrational energy that clears out your 12 energy centers from a western mystic perspective and flushes your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies to leave you feeling light, free and energized, and ready to hear the small, still voice of your own Higher Self.

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Energy Center Clearing Short Version

This 15-minute audio has the same energizing power as the full version, but skips over the more extensive opening of your heart and draining of anger from your liver for those occasions when time is at a premium.

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The Truth About Entities

In this informative 10-minute audio, Edwin provides a thorough explanation about entities — what they are and how they can impact you. This special audio is infused with energy specifically designed to remove entities.

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Escaping the Matrix - MP3

This is a metaphor for the mystic path of enlightenment. Understanding the rules that govern the Matrix provides you with a way out of stress, anger and suffering and towards a life of inner peace. This enlightening audiobook contains eight powerful lessons to help you relieve stress, overcome fear, eliminate anger, dis-identify from your emotions, take back your power, listen to your inner master, be yourself and "escape the matrix."

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Package B

Deep Dive

This Program Includes:

  • Includes all of package A
  • 25 minute Private Higher Self Integration Session with Edwin


25 minute Private Higher Self Integration Session with Edwin

When on the scheduling page DO NOT click on the green Redeem Package button. There is no code needed.

To set your time zone, click on the green Set Your Time zone button, and proceed to completing your appointment.

Note: Private sessions are not recorded. You are welcome to record your session using your own device.

Rescheduling/Cancellation Policy: A 48-hour advanced notice is required to cancel or reschedule a session or appointment will be forfeited. If you would like to cancel or reschedule your appointment please follow the instructions in your confirmation email.

In this session, you will first receive a Personal Energy Center Clearing and Higher Self Integration session that includes:

  • Opening and clearing of blockages in your 12 energy centers
  • Activation of your pineal and pituitary glands
  • Flushing of energetic debris and discordant energies from your emotional, mental and spiritual bodies
  • Expansion of your aura
  • Removal of non-physical entities
  • Removal of etheric implants
  • Removal of mental trash
  • Removal of your pain body
  • Energetic infusion of higher vibrational, loving energy

In addition, with your Higher Self Integration, you will:

  • Purge fears, traumas and pains from your current and past lives, as well as from your DNA
  • Raise your vibration and elevate your being to a higher level of consciousness
  • Discard energies that are not of the highest and best good for you
  • Eliminate all energetic debris that is flushed from your being
  • Facilitate your Higher Self merging completely with your body, mind and spirit


Private Facebook Group Membership

This private group is only for those who have experienced the Higher Self Integration process and would like to interact, compare notes and support others who are working on improving their lives and attaining higher states of consciousness.

Members are free to post comments or request feedback from others who are likely encountering the same types of experiences that often accompany dramatic spiritual growth and purification.

The Facebook Group is reserved for people that have had a private session. Once a you complete the session, you will be invited to join the group.

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REFUND POLICY: Please know that in order to honor the Law Of Energy Exchange, all exchanges need to be fair energetically. We love and honor all of our valued listeners and speakers. We are happy to offer a hassle free, 30 day Money Back Guarantee to our customers to help them decide if a certain product works for them or not. However, in order to honor our speakers and their hard work we can only offer refund on one package for every customer per 90 days. Multiple refunds by same customer within 90 days will not be accepted. If speaker's offer involves personal sessions, then guarantee will be voided if the session has been availed. Additionally all refund requests should be sent within the 30 day guarantee period. We thank you in advance for respecting the energy exchange.

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